A fight won by one who denies participating.
So right now it’s 10:55 pm, and I want to write down what I’m feeling.
Not for anyone but my future self, so that if in the future I don’t remember these feelings or lessons that I have experienced or learned, someday I could see these articles and relive or again experience such moments.
Suddenly there is a sense of relief or freedom.
I’ve spent a lot of time in my mind with my thoughts, positive or negative that’s a different talk, but a lot of time, that’s for sure.
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It feels as if everything is quiet, and I can think more clearly, as if I have a place to stay, whereas earlier I was wandering like a homeless person.
I feel free to search for other things, as the thoughts of being lost have vanished.
Or I can say I have had enough of it, and now I have given the responsibility of my future to someone whom I can trust.
As the saying goes, you don’t gain wisdom by eating almonds; you gain it through time, consistent efforts, and experience.
I was fighting a battle in my own mind, and there was chaos all the time. How can one focus with such a mind?
I’ve left it all for God to take care of; I can’t handle it anymore, and I believe God will put me in a place where it will be the best for me.
