chair

just sitting in my chair
mostly thinking about you
thinking about
the things we've done
and the things
we're gonna do
missing you
more than i should
and less
than i allow myself
i just want to
take your hands
in mine
and look into your eyes
until the world ends
i just want to
kiss your cheek
smell your neck
and nuzzle
i just want to
hold you in my arms
and never
ever
let you go