I’m going crazy
I feel trapped in the past; I don’t live in the present, and the future fills me with panic. I “live” on autopilot.
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I don’t feel good about myself; instead of winning, I lose; when I try to climb up, I fall down… This whole thing is a disaster. Still, when I think about it, I don’t know what I’m complaining about, since I’m not doing anything to fix it either. Every day I fall into a bottomless pit from which, as time goes by, I find it increasingly difficult to climb out; but the fact is, I have neither the will nor the strength to do anything.
I want to cry, but the tears never come. I see everyone else living their lives and being happy: it’s easy for everyone else, but why not for me? I always feel sad, depressed, lonely, and unmotivated.
