Under My Skin

A Song

It’s hide and seek time

Covering up the lies

No one understands

What’s inside my head

Things I refuse to say

I’ll never be okay

The sun will never shine

I’ll never be fine

Nothing to repair this despair

Nothing to fix what’s nixed

Shattered in decomposed morose

Broken into discarded glass shards

There is no turning back

To the unwanted past

Memories will stay alive

It is either die or survive

Wake up in a nightmare

Sleep in the electric chair

Sending hope from within

Everything’s under my skin

Concealing under the mask

Truths hidden in every task

I have lost my mind

Insanity appears from behind

I remain the weak coward

I’ve become the prey devoured

My bones are collapsing

Toxicity is relapsing

Nothing to clean this gasoline

Nothing to cleanse this mess