Talks with God(s). Part IV: Let Myself Cry

Mother Isis and Sacred Tears

“You need to learn to cry. In front of your audience. I know you want to. And you cannot. I’m here to help you. I speak. Via anything. If my voice sounds in a tear drop, you know I’m speaking the truth. You know you have followed your Muse. (…)” said Hathor, an Egyptian Goddess, that morning when she said so many things.

Things that made me cry.

Fast forward, in my last Tarot live on Instagram, that’s precisely what happened — out of nowhere tears came and I mumbled something about how messy the live was and that it’s just the art of imperfection Hathor had taught me (see previous posts in “Talks to God(s)” series). I have no clue, if those few people who liked that live, got me or not, but it felt good! Now, that is important! Not because of a channelling prophecy coming true, but because something had shifted in me — that something for what the channelling came in the first place.

I cried throughout the channelling. Thanks to that, I knew the truth of it. I felt it. As a deeply traumatized individual and an artist…